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a love dedicate to,Imelda♥
Thursday, February 28, 2008 3:53 AMyoosh.
time tuh blog (:
This post is dedicated to
my dearest,most sweetest,most lovable,most Chio-est and the Girl of my dreams.
imelda teo jia le.
First and foremost,
Happy 180th day of this miraculous,most sweetest relationship,baby!(:
Although this might be early and you might not have the time to read it. ):
Baby,its our 180 days together.
I wonder how much more have I loved you from time to time,
How much i miss you when You're not around,
How much it sucks when we quarrel,
How much better have I gotten to know you.
*reminisce about that incident in habbo..*
thinking about that incident just...I don't know what to say lar.
Tears roll down my cheek.
It's like,a knife trying to pierce through my heart,you know?
A pain which is very deep.
I sometimes can't forgive myself when you...
and I too, occasionally ask myself why do i love you so much?
especially when we quarrel,You use his name as a bait,to get me jealous.
But It hurts,it fucking hurts.
you don't know how much it hurts,you just won't.)':
Although I rarely show it,you just won't know.
because i wanna suffer in silence,
and just want you to be happy.
baby,will you do something like that again?
I can't stop pondering about that ever since.
I know it's a long time ago.
but I am worried,
that I might lose you one day.
I don't know.
I'm just sad talking about this, but I can't run away from it too right?
Countless sighs i've let out writing that.
Cause i just can't bear to let you go
Cause i love you so,and i know it's you.
you were the one i'm looking for.
Despite our differences,i just know it. :'l
I finally knew what does love feels like.
It's all because of you.
The first girl i've hugged
The first girl that i have ever Kissed.
I just want you to know that..I'm in love with you,
Baby,Promise me,you'll not ever fall for another except me, will you?
Even when we are apart,someday.
I know I wont,
Happy 6th month anniversary anyway.
will there be Endless romance and devotion between us? ):
i hope so.
My heart's grieving,so much,
After writing that.
Now we're having a tiff.
when will she stop mentioning his name?
She just said something extremely hurtful.
I'm...sorry for the moody post.
I'm wondering why..
when dear says something,
Her opinions are all that matters.
Like when i said i wanted to quit ncc.
cause i can't be fucked to go for it already.
But she insisted me to go.
She keeps insisting me a few times.
Suddenly i feel compromised,
although it might not last that long
but I wonder, why?
why do I feel compromised,
when you have your say,
even when I'm stuck in my deepest conscience?