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a love dedicate to,Imelda♥
Thursday, February 28, 2008
3:53 AM
yoosh.time tuh blog (: This post is dedicated to my dearest,most sweetest,most lovable,most Chio-est and the Girl of my dreams. imelda teo jia le. First and foremost, Happy 180th day of this miraculous,most sweetest relationship,baby!(: Although this might be early and you might not have the time to read it. ): Baby,its our 180 days together. I wonder how much more have I loved you from time to time, How much i miss you when You're not around, How much it sucks when we quarrel, How much better have I gotten to know you. *reminisce about that incident in habbo..* thinking about that incident just...I don't know what to say lar. Tears roll down my cheek. It's like,a knife trying to pierce through my heart,you know? A pain which is very deep. I sometimes can't forgive myself when you... and I too, occasionally ask myself why do i love you so much? especially when we quarrel,You use his name as a bait,to get me jealous. But It hurts,it fucking hurts. you don't know how much it hurts,you just won't.)': Although I rarely show it,you just won't know. because i wanna suffer in silence, and just want you to be happy. that's all. baby,will you do something like that again? I can't stop pondering about that ever since. I know it's a long time ago. but I am worried, that I might lose you one day. )'; I don't know. I'm just sad talking about this, but I can't run away from it too right? sigh. Countless sighs i've let out writing that. Cause i just can't bear to let you go Why? Cause i love you so,and i know it's you. you were the one i'm looking for. Despite our differences,i just know it. :'l I finally knew what does love feels like. It's all because of you. The first girl i've hugged The first girl that i have ever Kissed. )'; I just want you to know that..I'm in love with you, Just you. Baby,Promise me,you'll not ever fall for another except me, will you? Even when we are apart,someday. who knows? :'l I know I wont, Happy 6th month anniversary anyway. will there be Endless romance and devotion between us? ): i hope so. ************************************************************ My heart's grieving,so much, After writing that. Now we're having a tiff. when will she stop mentioning his name? :'l i wonder. She just said something extremely hurtful. sigh. I'm...sorry for the moody post. sigh. I'm wondering why.. when dear says something, Her opinions are all that matters. Like when i said i wanted to quit ncc. cause i can't be fucked to go for it already. But she insisted me to go. She keeps insisting me a few times. Suddenly i feel compromised, although it might not last that long but I wonder, why? why do I feel compromised, when you have your say, even when I'm stuck in my deepest conscience? R♥'s I but does I♥'s R? ): |