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Saturday, July 12, 2008 11:31 AM
I'm having a tiff with baby,
and this is the second time we're having tiffs overnight,to be precise.
And I'm having insomnia for the second time,I'm just so fucking worried :'l.
Because I might lose you the next morning :'l,
I know you hate me for thinking that you aren't important,
I'll just compromise,
But I was frustrated right from the middle of the day,when you weren't even online.
Fine,but I didn't meant to vent my frustration on you :'l.
Sigh,I just needed some pair of listening ears.
sigh,but sigh..You thought otherwise.

If you don't believe then never mind.. :l.

Right now,I'm gonna ruin Dion's birthday just because of this insomnia.
There's competition a few more hours. :'l
Sigh,I'm already losing my hierarchy in this team already,
everyone treats me like some kind of transparent? sigh

What am I suppose to do?
I can't sleep :'l,I just can't.
I'm just worried,worried that you might leave me.
worried that you don't love me anymore.
I know that you couldn't care less about me anymore,
I know :'l..cause I'm like some lumpenproletariat to you already right? 
Nvm..I'll just compromise everything and give in,if that makes things copacetic for you. 

either that or I shall spend my birthday in solitude.